Standing On The Fringes Of Life.

The town I live in, is very small and is full of a lot of retirees and older folks. People generally come to this town to retire. My town is absolutely beautiful and has its positive qualities, but it has absolutely no entertainment to offer people in my age group. So, if you’re between the ages of 19-27, there’s really not much to do.
The town has one bar, and it’s a complete dive, but it’s where everyone goes on the weekends, mainly because we have no other option.
BUT, as of tonight, there is a new NIGHT CLUB that is opening. Its called H2O. I’ve heard that its very modern and nice inside. There’s a VIP section, and bottle service.
I’m actually really looking forward to going to check it out.
Tomorrow night, I am taking my friend Susan to this new club. The guy I’ve been seeing works there, so I’m going to support the place.
I’m going to look super hot and go have an amazing time.

I was with a couple of my girlfriends from high school the other day, and one of the girls said something and the other girls agreed, which resulted in me becoming very uncomfortable.
One of the girls looked at me and said “You were always the pretty one out of the group.”
I tried to cut in and stop her, but my attempts failed.
She continued and said:
“You were always the pretty one and then the rest of us were kinda, you know, just there. You are what we consider the really pretty friend”

I really didn’t know how to take this. I’m also not entirely sure that I’m comfortable being labeled “the pretty friend” either.

I’ve recently started working on ways to help myself become a better person and to put myself on a path where I become more comfortable and pleased with who I am.
I have started seeing a therapist so I have an outlet and someone who can offer me professional advice and insight.
I think that this is most definitely a good decision and will help me make a significant amount of progress.

Yeah, I went canoeing today. I wore my lifejacket around UNTIL I got into the boat and THEN I took it off. I convinced Susan that I was capable of saving her life in the event that our canoe tipped over, seeing as how I’m a licensed lifeguard.
Once in the canoe, it got super windy and there were white caps, causing the boat to rock back and forth. This resulted in me shrieking at the top of my lungs, convinced we were going to fall into the water.
Needless to say, I went on an adventure today.

I love the way the sun is positioned and how this picture turned out.
Today was great.

May 28th, 2012
I spent the entire day at the beach and canoeing with my friend Susan. Today was a success.

I have to get up tomorrow morning at 6:30 so I’ll be ready by 7:00 which is when my friend Susan is picking me up so we can head to the beach.
It’s supposed to be 30 degrees tomorrow which is really hot, so I’m very excited to wander around and hang out.

I woke up to this picture on my phone from a random number. Apparently I made friends at the bar on Friday. I’m the one on the far right with the big silver bracelet.

Yes, sometimes I like to dress up and look good.
I’m also hot.
I have grown to absolutely love my curves.